Today is because my mom won’t let me use her computer. I have to mix music for my captain routine that is due within the week and I don’t even have a computer to do it on. I have been using my moms and then today she is suddenly like. Oh you have germs. Don’t touch my fucking laptop. So I don’t like her. She always lectures me to share with my sister and she can’t even demonstrate what that is by sharing with me. Ok cool
Another reason why I’m crying is because I’m broke. 80’s day is Thursday and I don’t own anything 80’s looking. I asked my mom if she could buy me some stuff for it and she said no. I don’t have money cuz my car payment is due to my dad, it’s my boyfriends birthday next week and our 11 months. So I guess I’ll just look like an idiot on 80’s day too.